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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Why is it that my biggest accomplishments in life are sometimes the hardest to share with others?
I think it's because my biggest accomplishments are the biggest part of me, the truest part of me. My biggest accomplishments are accomplished by the part of me that wants to succeed in life and make a difference by who I am. But then that's a lot of my true nature that's made vulnerable by sharing it with others and I don't always share a lot of my true self with others for that exact reason.
Perhaps I don't take rejection so well. If I know people aren't going to support my decisions, then it's easier on me not to tell them about my decisions. Perhaps that's a bit naive and adolescent, but that's still where I am emotionally and until I get to 150% confidence in myself, it's always going to be a struggle for me to put my vulnerable self out there.
Anyway, I've got big news! And my good friends, the friends I trust giving my true self to, know. But that's it so far. I'm still keeping my news quite hidden.