Rhonda Sue



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Friday, July 14, 2006
After my boyfriend and I have a fight, I just don't know what to do with myself. I feel lost and hurt and like I have no one to talk to. He's my best friend and I hate that I don't always know how to keep him happy or if I even have to the power to do so. I hate that I hurt him and his feelings in my defensiveness and insecurities. It all just sucks.

I sent him a long, emotional email this morning and I haven't heard back. I feel like I sit here, waiting, unable to get past the incident and back to my life. Bleh.

As usual, I just hope any emotional damage done, on either side, is mendable. Sometimes I wonder how much of our past hurt we carry with us into our new arguments. I just wish I could make it all better - poof!