Recent Musings:
Man, it's early to be this crabby.
Shame on me.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
I say 'shame on me' because I've been horribly inhumane to myself. I attended church this morning where I was gently reminded that life is not about accomplishing and possessing and gaining; it's about people and love. That sounds a bit simplistic, but what it did for me was let me breathe and be human - it allowed me to be tired, fatigued, unfocused and craving interpersonal interaction. Those things are okay; I am not here in the social work program to become less human.
Now I feel more peace. I've accomplished nothing more than I had yesterday and my goals are still the same and the deadlines are still tomorrow, but I realize I will get through this regardless - I just may have to push harder at sometimes than others, and so be it.