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Hello, 2007.

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Well, I haven't posted anything in over a month and that's a sad reputation for a girl who usually has a lot to say! I blame my lack of thoughts on the sheer intensity of school this past semester as well as the holidays and a severe famine of introspection. Perhaps this semester will be different; I'd like to make it so.

Positive things that have happened for me lately are that a wedding date has been set and my fiance' has moved to my city! Both seem surreal. It's hard to imagine him in my life here and it's hard to imagine being married. I'm learning that life really is just a series of adjustments -well, that's what my life has been so far.

I'm presently sick, which is miserable. I cried like a baby last night because I was so achy and my throat hurt so bad. I'm sure it's just a cold or the flu, but apparently I haven't been sick in a while.

I hope you weren't looking for anything deep today; perhaps my brain's synapses will start popping again soon as the semester starts and this sickness fades.

I miss writing on RhondaSue and I miss the intensity of emotion my reflection times proffered. I've said more than once that sometimes when I write, words and thoughts come from a place larger than me, almost like a channeling of the spirit or an out-of-mind revelation. It truly is an experience unlike any other and I always thank God for the inspiration and revelation He gives me through writing and journaling. I long to have that again - it feeds my soul, gives me hope and fills me with the sense that I have something to offer to the world.

I'll get it back; I have to.